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ﺗﻨﻬﺎﯾﯿﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﮔﺮﺩﻥ ﻫﯿﭽﮑﺲ ﻧﻤﯽ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺯﻡ ﮔﺮﺩﻥ ﻫﯿﭽﮑﺲ ﺗﺎﺏ ﺍﯾﻦ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺳﻨﮕﯿﻨﯽ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﺩ ! . . . __________________________________________________________________________________________ﻣﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻛﺴﻲ ﺑﺎﺵ ﻛﻪ ﺍﮔﻪ ﺣﺘﻲ ﺩﺭ ﺳﺎﺩﻩ ﺗﺮﻳﻦ ﻟﺒﺎﺱ ﺑﻮﺩﻱ، ﺣﺎﺿﺮ ﺑﺎﺷﻪ ﺗﻮ ﺭﻭ ﺑﻪ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﻧﺸﻮﻥ ﺑﺪﻩ ﻭﺑﮕﻪ ﻛﻪ:ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﻧﻴﺎﻱ ﻣﻨﻪ . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﻫﺮ ﺷﺐ ﺑﺎ ﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﻗﺼﻪ، ﮐﻮﺩﮎ ﺑﺎﺯﯾﮕﻮﺵ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺭﺍ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﺑﺎﻧﻢ ﺍﻣﺎ ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﺳﭙﯿﺪﻩ ﺳﺮ ﻧﺰﺩﻩ ﮐﻪ ﺑﯿﺪﺍﺭﻡ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﺪ ﻭ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻦ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﺑﺎ ﺍﻭ ﻗﺎﯾﻢ ﺑﺎﺷﮏ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﮐﻨﻢ. ﭼﺸﻢ ﻣﯽ ﮔﺬﺍﺭﺩ ﻭ ﻣﻦ ﮐﻪ ﺟﺰ ﯾﺎﺩ ﺗﻮ ﺟﺎﯾﯽ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﻡ ﻫﺮ ﺑﺎﺭ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻧﺠﺎ ﭘﻨﻬﺎﻥ ﻣﯽ ﺷﻮﻡ. ﭼﻪ ﺁﺳﺎﻥ ﻫﺮ ﺑﺎﺭ ﻣﺮﺍ ﭘﯿﺪﺍ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﺪ! ﺁﯼ ﻋﺸﻖ، ﺩﺭ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺭﻭﺯﮔﺎﺭ ﺷﺘﺎﺑﺰﺩﻩ ﭼﻪ ﺳﺨﺖ ﻣﯽ ﺷﻮﺩ ﺗﻮ ﺭﺍ ﻧﮕﻪ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ! ﻭ ﭼﻪ ﺳﺨﺖ ﻣﯽ ﺷﻮﺩ ﺑﯽ ﺗﻮ ﺯﯾﺴﺖ! . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺩﻳﺸﺐ ﺗﻮ ﻓﻜﺮ ﺗﻮ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﻳﻪ ﻗﻄﺮﻩ ﺍﺷﻚ ﺍﺯ ﭼﺸﺎﻡ ﺟﺎﺭﻱ ﺷﺪ ... ﺍﺯ ﺍﺷﻚ ﭘﺮﺳﻴﺪﻡ ﭼﺮﺍ ﺍﻭﻣﺪﻱ ؟ ﮔﻔﺖ : ﺁﺧﻪ ﺗﻮ ﭼﺸﻤﺎﺕ ﻛﺴﻲ ﻫﺴﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﺍﻭﻧﺠﺎ ﺟﺎﻱ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺳﻌﻲ ﻛﻦ ﻫﻤﻴﺸﻪ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﺑﺎﺷﻲ ﺯﻳﺮﺍ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﺑﻪ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺍﻱ ﻭ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﺯ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﻲ ﺭﻓﺖ.... ﺑﮕﺬﺍﺭ ﻋﻈﻤﺖ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭﻙ ﻧﻜﻨﻲ ﺯﻳﺮﺍ ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﻋﻈﻴﻢ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺗﻮ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺎﺑﻮﺩ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﻛﺮﺩ... . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺍﮔﺮ ﺳﻬﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺳﺘﺎﺭﻩ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺳﻮﺳﻮﻱ ﻏﺮﻳﺒﻲ ﺍﺳﺖ ،ﻏﻤﻲ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ؛ ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ ﺭﺳﻴﺪﻥ ﺷﺐ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﻢ ﻛﺎﻓﻴﺴﺖ ..... . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺧﻮﺍﺳﺘﻢ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﻛﻨﻢ ﺭﺍﻫﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺴﺘﻨﺪ! ﺳﺘﺎﻳﺶ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﮔﻔﺘﻨﺪ ﺧﺮﺍﻓﺎﺕ ﺍﺳﺖ! ﻋﺎﺷﻖ ﺷﺪﻡ ﮔﻔﺘﻨﺪ ﺩﺭﻭﻍ ﺍﺳﺖ! ﮔﺮﻳﺴﺘﻢ ﮔﻔﺘﻨﺪ ﺑﻬﺎﻧﻪ ﺍﺳﺖ! ﺧﻨﺪﻳﺪﻡ ﮔﻔﺘﻨﺪ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﺍﺳﺖ! ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﺭﺍ ﻧﮕﻪ ﺩﺍﺭﻳﺪ...... ﻣﻲ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﻢ ﭘﻴﺎﺩﻩ ﺷﻮﻡ . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺻﺪﺍﺵ ﺭﻓﺖ ﺗﺼﻮﻳﺮﺵ ﺭﻓﺖ ﻭﻟﻲ ﺧﺎﻃﺮﺍﺗﺶ ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﻣﻮﻧﺪﻩ … . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮓ ﻧﺸﺪﻱ ﺑﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﭼﮕﻮﻧﻪ ﺧﻮﺏ ﺗﺮﻳﻦ ﺧﺎﻃﺮﻩ ﻫﺎ ﺑﻲ ﺭﺣﻢ ﺗﺮﻳﻦ ﺷﺎﻥ ﻣﻲ ﺷﻮﺩ … . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﻣﻴﺪﻭﻧﻴﺪ ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮕﻲ ﭼﻴﻪ؟ ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮕﻲ ﻳﻌﻨﻲ ﻧﮕﺮﺍﻧﻮ ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮓ ﻛﺴﻲ ﺑﺎﺷﻴﺪ ﻛﻪ ﻋﻤﺮﺍ ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮓ ﺷﻤﺎ ﺑﺎﺷﻪ..... . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﮔﺎﻫﻲ ﺑﻲ ﻫﻴﭻ ﺑﻬﺎﻧﻪ ﻛﺴﻲ ﺭﺍﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺭﻱ، ﺍﻣﺎ...ﮔﺎﻫﻲ ﺑﺎﻫﺰﺍﺭﺩﻟﻴﻞ ﻫﻢ ﻧﻤﻴﺘﻮﺍﻧﻲ ﻳﻜﻲ ﺭﺍﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﺎﺷﻲ . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺑﺎﻭﺭﻡ ﺷﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺗﻮ ﺧﺴﺘﻪ ﺗﺮ ﺍﺯ ﺁﻥ ﺑﻮﺩﻱ ﻛﻪ ﺑﻔﻬﻤﻲ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻨﻢ ﺭﺍ… ﺍﺯ ﻣﻦ ﮔﺬﺷﺖ… ﺍﻣﺎ… ﻫﺮﺟﺎ ﻫﺴﺘﻲ “ﺧﺴﺘﻪ ﻧﺒﺎﺷﻲ…” . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﻧﺪﻳﺪﻣﺖ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻴﺘﺮﺳﻢ... ﻣﻴﺘﺮﺳﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻧﺸﻨﺎﺳﻲ، ﺑﺎ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻣﻮﻫﺎﻱ ﺳﻔﻴﺪ ﻭ ﭼﻬﺮﻩ ﺷﻜﺴﺘﻪ ﺍﻡ! ﻣﻴﺪﺍﻧﻲ؟ ﻫﺮﻟﺤﻈﻪ ﻧﺪﻳﺪﻧﺖ ﺑﻪ ﺩﺭﺍﺯﺍﻱ ﺳﺎﻝ ﺍﺳﺖ!!!... . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺩﺍﻏﺘـــﺮﻳـﻦ ﺁﻏــــﻮﺵ ﻫـــﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﺗﻨـﺘــــ ﻭ ﺷﻴـﺮﻳـــﻦ ﺗـﺮﻳــﻦ ﺑــﻮﺳـــﻪ ﻫـــﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﻟﺒـــﺎﻧﺘــــ ﺑﻴـــﺮﻭﻥ ﻣﻴﻜﺸـــﻢ ﺑــﻪ ﺗـﻠـــﺎﻓـﻲ ﺗﻤـــﺎﻣـ ﺭﻭﺯﻫــﺎﻳـــﻲ ﻛـــﻪ ﻣﻴﺨــــﻮﺍﻫﻤﺘــــ ﻭ ﻧﻴﺴـﺘـــﻲ . . . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺑـﺎﻳـﺪ ﺣـﻮﺍﺳـﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑـﻴـﺸﺘـﺮ ﺟـﻤـﻊ ﻛـﻨـﻢ ﺁﻥ ﻗـﺪﺭ ﺟـﺎﺫﺑـﻪ ﺩﺍﺭﻱ ﻛـﻪ ﺗـﺎ ﺑـﻨـﺪ ﺍﻓﻜﺎﺭﻡ ﺭﺍ ﺷـﻞ ﻣـﻲ ﻛـﻨﻢ ﺗـﻨـﻬﺎﻳﻢ ﻣـﻲ ﮔـﺬﺍﺭﻧـﺪ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺗـﻮ ﺟـﻤـﻊ ﻣـﻲ ﺷـﻮﻧـﺪ ! . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺗﻨﻬﺎﻳﻲ ﺁﺩﻡ ﻫﺎ ﺑﻪ ﻋﻤﻖ ﺩﺭﻳﺎﺳﺖ ﻭﻟﻲ ﭘﺮ ﻛﺮﺩﻧﺶ ﺑﺎ ﻳﻚ ﻟﻴﻮﺍﻥ ﻣﺤﺒﺖ ﻛﺎﻓﻴﻪ . . . . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺧَـــــــــــﺴﺘﻪ ﺍﻡ ﻭﻟـــــــــــــــﻲ ﻫَــــــــــﻨﻮﺯ ﺑــــــﻮﻱ ﺩﻭﺳــــــــــﺘﺖ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ ﻣﻴـــــــــﺪﻫﻢ ... . . ‎_______________________________________________________________________‎. ﻣﺤﻜﻢ ﺑﺒﺎﺭ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﻧـــــــــــــﻢ ﻧــــــــــﻢ ﻋﻼﺝ ﺯﺧﻤـــــــــﻬﺎﻳﻢ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ… . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﻟﻤﺲ ﻛﻦ ﻛﻠﻤﺎﺗﻲ ﺭﺍ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺖ ﻣﻲ ﻧﻮﻳﺴﻢ ؛ ﺗﺎ ﺑﺨﻮﺍﻧﻲ ﻭ ﺑﻔﻬﻤﻲ ﭼﻘﺪﺭ ﺟﺎﻳﺖ ﺧﺎﻟﻴﺴﺖ ... ﺗﺎ ﺑﺪﺍﻧﻲ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻧﺖ ﺁﺯﺍﺭﻡ ﻣﻲ ﺩﻫﺪ ... . . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎. ﺍﻣﺸﺐ ﺑﺎ ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻥ ﻫﺎﻳﺖ ﺳﺮﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻳﺎﺩﺕ ﻣﻲ ﻣﺎﻧﺪ ﻳﺎ ﻧﻪ ﻣﻬﻢ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ ﭼﻮﻥ ﺯﺧﻤﻲ ﻋﻤﻴﻖ ﺑﺮﺩﻟﻢ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺖ ﺍﻣﺸﺐ . . ‎___________________________________________________________‎. ﮔﺬﺷﺖ ﺁﻥ ﺭﻭﺯﻫﺎ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎﺭﻭﺕ ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻳﻢ ﻧﻢ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺟﺰ ﺍﺷﻚ ﺍﺯ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﻧﻤﻲ ﭼﻜﻴﺪ، ﺣﺎﻻ ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻛﺸﺘﻪ ﺍﻡ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻲ ﺗﻮﺍﻧﻢ ﺩﻧﻴﺎﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺁﺗﺶ ﺑﻜﺸﻢ... ﺳﻮﺯﺍﻧﺪﻥ ﺩﻝ ﺩﻳﮕﺮﺍﻥ ﻛﻪ ﻛﺎﺭﻱ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﺩ! . . ‎__________________________________________________‎. ﺣﺮﻑ ﺁﺧﺮ، ﺧﺪﺍﻳﺎ ﺗﻨﻬﺎﻡ ﻧﺬﺍﺭ، ﺗﻮ ﺭﻭﺯﮔﺎﺭ ﺩﻝ ﺳﻨﮕﻲ ﻫﺎ، ﻣﻴﺘﺮﺳﻢ ﺍﺯ ﻫﻤﻪ ﻱ ﺁﺩﻣﻬﺎ، ﻣﻨﻮ ﺑﺒﺨﺶ ﺑﻬﻢ ﺻﺒﺮ ﺑﺪﻩ ﺗﺎ ﺗﺤﻤﻞ ﻛﻨﻢ، ﺑﻬﻢ ﻳﺎﺩ ﺑﺪﻩ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﺧﻄﺎ ﻧﻜﻨﻢ، ﺑﻬﻢ ﻳﺎﺩ ﺑﺪﻩ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻟﻤﻮ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻫﺮ ﮔﻞ ﭘﮋﻣﺮﺩﻩ ﺍﻱ ﮔﻠﺪﻭﻥ ﻧﻜﻨﻢ . ‎__________________________________________________________________________________________‎.